Some photos to share..

Sorry for the lack of enthusiam these days.. But anyway, it's MY blog.. And yeah, my flooble chat box thingie has gone expired..

And as you guys know, Aisyah left for Norway..
Dinner we had at JP


And here are the ones at the airport:






Gosh was it painful.. I never thought it would be.. I mean she will be back and all.. But as soon as she walked into transit, I felt somewhat... hmm.. heavy.. I mean I'm not one of her very close pals, but yeah, I guess, once a Loner, always a Loner..

And EIGHT years of knowing each other and being updated here and there, ain't little, aite..

Well.. hmm... It's her happiness..

Something interesting happened while we were escorting her to the hall..

Aisyah's mom: I don't understand her. I mean it's just love....
Me: Yeah. I know what you.... (whispering to myself) What? JUST love?

Then I smiled at her..

Actually, there was an argument, among us Loners wondering why Aisyah decided so.. Martin is afterall, just a guy.. And wasting a year in uni and spending even more money abroad don't seem practical, as how we know Aisyah..

But I was thinking long and hard about it.. I spent nearly $3k on my braces, a year in a course I hated when I could have worked and earn shitloads, 2 years in a science course in JC when now, I end up in an arts school and endless amount of money on food, especially chocolates..

So, of all the crazy, wasteful things we do that may seem practical, maybe LOVE do seem like a greater cause for sacrifice and compromise..

And I cry over guys in regret, what more for one who she would consider marrying?

Naturally, people will say 'think with your head, not your heart'.. Reasonably enough, if you DO think with your head you would probably do what Aisyah did..

Heart: I love him, I can't live without him..
Head: He's just a guy!

Heart: I have to go there and see him again!
Head: But that will cost you thousands! But I have the money anyway.

Heart: So go already!
Head: Hmm.. Norway seem like a good reason to get out of this fucked up island anyway.. Let me calculate.

Heart: But wait! If I get out of this island I'll miss my mom! And she's my mom! OMG!
Head: Ok.. I can afford to go Norway and even the education there.. And mom? I can visit her every now and then.. That wouldn't be much of a problem.. And you lovesick child never even think about sch! I have to winthdraw or defer! But sch's here fucked up anyway.. There're many other interesting courses in the uni's in Norway..

Heart: God, I can't stop thinking about him. I long for him..
Head: Ok, shut up and start packing you idiot! I'll get the tickets..

hahaha.. see what I mean? So to Aisyah, all the best.. Behave aite.. Hahaha..