Homesick...

Right now, the source of light in this room is this bloody notebook... (thanx Samz)..

I've been starting to wonder what's happening at home... Tho' I DON'T want to go back (due to certain circumstances), I miss it...

So, so bad... I miss my room and how the wind gushes into it ALL the time.. I miss the food and of, course I miss the people... Somehow, I feel that maybe, they don't want me back home and that they are better off without me... I feel like a guest there and now, feeling homesick, I actually don't know where's home anymore...

LOST....

And school has been really fucked up... I'm supposed to have Lab work now, but it seems that no one's there...

LOST, again...

Regretted waking up early just to go for it...

Hold my sword so that I can run into it. PLEASE. And then hack my head off so that my body won't bear the shame.

Please, o, please...

Yesterday, we celebrated Usha's birthday.. Her mom was so sweet to cook soooo much for us... I'm just amazed at people like Bedah.. All her fats are ONLY deposited to her breasts... Lucky bitch! And Pras scared me with the new bulimic- look.. Complete with thick long straight hair that made her look even smaller... I shall soon put up the pics of the presents we gave cos I actually designed the shoes and stayed up all night to complete my masterpiece..

Not a moment of regret.. A good break from my scholarly courseful of menjens...