Oh. My. God.

Ok... I'm doing this on a weekly basis now.. As instructed...

I wish to share something serious tonight...

Just now, I met Mirza at the bus interchange and yeah, the usual updates.. But something he said set me OH- MY- GOD- ing all the way home..

A friend of ours got into a motorbike accident a month+++ ago and apparently, I'm the last to know (save Salleha)..

Thing is he havnt got his riding license and now is recovering from a major accident that left two other unknowns charged..

From what I gathered from Mirza, he's half paralysed with a huge dent in his head and was unrecognizable during the first week of recovery...

I called up his gf and good thing she's a positive, optimistic person...

And the chanting began... No ther words than: OH. MY. GOD.

I was never good at this.. I want to visit him but I know I'll probably end up crying.. So much mixed emotions and I don't think I can control them at this time of stress and confusion..

I mean at first I kinda feel sad for him, then shocked, then angry at him.. And to think I havnt seen him since Prom.. It's amazing how he could evoke so much in me..

I mean, why did he do this? I can never recall a moment he's not responsible... And to think he was the treasurer of MLDDS.. I pity him for that.. He doesn't deserve this.. I mean he CAN'T.. I seriously don't know what God is trying to prove to him.. Maybe it's for the better, but I can't help feeling sad for him..

BAM! How the hell it happened? Whose bike? Where? Who's charged? The hospital? Recovering? How long?

Shock me again and I'll probably die of a heart attack...

And then the aftermath.. So much anger... Why didn't he just die? I can't bear to imagine the heartbreak of his mother who kept him so safe for 20 years and now is left so unprepared and disappointed and maybe feeling hopeless..

His GF?

And I remembered how caring he was to always advise us to TAKE CARE OF OURSELVES and send me cards of farewell and chocolates for Valentine's..

Please people... PLEASE...

God, whatever you're doing, give him a SAFER journey ahead.. Keep him happy and determined..

No more trauma, please... PLEASE..